old prayer found in a drawer

When I thought to be content without you..you dazzle me leaving me feeling foolish..

I would spend my days chasing you, but other breezes have caught my attention with their melodies lulling me to walk this way or that..

I have forgotten the sweet tune of my father..my God..

the only tune that ever settles my ever wandering spirit..is you.

I was wonderfully reminded of you today, in the quiet, creamy days of light,

I can still feel you after all this time.something thought to be easily forgotten..refreshed my thinking and latched on to my soul.

This desire will never cease. For even when I am far i am craving to be near you, and it is this craving that marks me as your own.

To measure our closeness in meters is foolish. Learning to know you has no standard. My heart has found freedom in you father God, and I curse my own life and claim it blessed in the same breath.

What is this invisible force pulling me towards you? It can't be defined, all I know is you have your hands on me, when I am so sure that its all me. I am wrong, so wrong. You take a highlighter to my life, make it noticed, through you unbending love. There are just no words to be found, there never are. I find you whispering words to my soul when I finally settle enough to listen..

"enjoy the simple beauty of me, set your suitcases down and be here"

I look at the light and feel like I see you behind it. You are faceless but wooing me still, and I am tousled...