Ready to be grungy and moving...

Goodness. I have just about a month left here. Mixed feelings run through me. Did I do enough? Did i love enough? Will i see these people ever again? Will my cravings for adventure ever stop? Will i ever be around this many beards at the same time again? I will miss the flavor of this place, the beauty that never hides...

It actually gets dark now! I can see a few stars at night . It will be getting colder soon. the seasons are so strange here, not bad , just strange. Drinking Merlot and watching the Northern Lights for the first time tonight. Really thrilled about it. This weekend i finally get enough time off to venture out into the park again. I miss the wilderness. MUCH NEEDED. ...Reading to be grungy and moving...

Tennessee is my near future, for a while. I need to organize, plan, and save some money for the next move.. Colorado or Organic Farming in New Zealand....how in the world do you choose! It still baffles me that you can set your heart on something and actually make it happen.... A lot of people would disagree, but so many ordinary people have done great things out of desire for new experience...

It will be so good to see my family and meet my new nephew Mason. I am really stoked about it. I hope the beautiful boy will always know and love me, even though I will not be consistently around..Home-cooking and Blue Ridge Mountains are calling me back slowly .I have great plans on how to stay content in Tennessee for a season. Including; backpacking those Smokey Mountains, Harmonica practice, guitar, gardening, taking Mason on his first hike, cabin building, neighbors and bee-hiving, picture editing for website, book shopping, getting back to running and eating healthy, and cooking with mum...

I have to make a list for comfort reasons...

and maybe one day in the future i will think about a career again... just not now. What does career even mean anyways?

I want more people to follow me on here...It is hard to advertise without being cocky. I struggle with this often. Thats why i think you should do it for me. So if you read this, make someone else do it too.;)

"Learn to feel naked in your clothes"

-Meg